Missed Trips & Finding Joy

Christa Doran Uncategorized 8 Comments

My fingertips glided along the mouse of my MacBook Air as I scanned the long list of emails that filled my inbox. What did I miss…. I asked myself as I went back to the date before this awful journey began. The past (almost) month has been quite a blur. Combine that with receiving the most emails, texts and social …

Doing Hard Jobs

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Yesterday Lea completed week one of radiation, or as Cara, the child life specialist calls it, one of her “hard jobs”. This was the same day she should have been starting first grade. I didn’t think it would be a big deal for me, I know how to be strong, and Liv needed her parents excited on her first day …

Angry

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I rode the wave for as long as it would last. I wrote, I coached, I laughed and I smiled, and then it came crashing down on me and I sat once again in my anger and sadness. Anger over the fact that my Lea is not the same joyful girl with sparkling eyes. Anger over the fact that she …

Why us?

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Pediatric cancer. Two words that should never go together. I looked around the waiting room filled with other kids effected by this horrible disease. My eyes kept filling up with tears thinking about all they are going through. All Lea is going through. This is not fair. I hate this. Why us? Why? This can’t be happening… Those phrases echo …

Never the Same

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Thursday, August 10: Our lives changed forever After Lea’s balance and coordination became significantly impaired over the last few days (among other very concerning things) we took her to our doctor who suggested we go right to the Yale ER for tests. Lea went in for a MRI on Thursday, which showed an inoperable brain tumor. Friday Lea had surgery …